Dr. Appt. today

We went to see our OB, Dr. T, today. He is the best doctor I have been too. He is patient and always willing to spend the time we need to answer any questions we might have. His heart was broken with ours when we learned our baby had died.
Anyway, I got a check up and everything is fine. I am healing nicely. He said the best way to fix this is to try again. FINALLY! Someone who understands what I am feeling...or someone who will tell me what I want to hear! He gave us the green light to begin the process of getting pregnant again. While I am excited to get started again and begin to move on, I still have fears. I know that those fears will hang around until I am holding perfectly healthy little baby in my arms. I have to find the strength to give my worries and fears over to God because these are things I cannot control.
Dr. T said that the pathology all came back with nothing we don't already know. Little Ethan had some severe abnormalities that would have been fatal if he had made it to full term. The genetic testing takes a while, so we don't have that back yet. We cannot use the genetic information to test the embryos we have left. So, if we do get pregnant again, we will have lots of sonograms and tests to make sure things are progressing normally. That is fine with me. The more times I can be reassured everything is fine the happier I will be.
I feel that today's answers were answers to our prayers. Although we still have lots to go through in the future, I KNOW that God is with us and He is watching over us and all that we do. We continue to pray that God will show us the paths we need to take.
Thanks again for all your thoughts and prayers. We appreciate all of them!